sometimes it's just hard

I love you

I love all of your parts 

the easy... and even the difficult 

I am who I am because of you 

I am who I am because of all we've been through 

I would say I wouldn't change anything, but that would be a lie

I would hope that it could have been easier

I would pray that certain things could be removed

because sometimes it's just to hard to be who we are 

because sometimes it's just too hard to have the conversations we need to have

because sometimes it's just too hard to be the person we pretend to be

I would wish that you would talk about what breaks your heart 

I would hope that you would knock down the walls you were fooled into building 

I would pray that you would just talk... talk before your broken beyond repair.

please listen to your heart as it speaks to you 

please listen 

please talk 

please knock down the walls... come out of your shell