another day...how are you thinking?

so it happens that i'm fighting...
so it happens that i'm drowning...
so it happens that i'm losing my footing... 

i feel like i'm sharing too much... 
i feel like i'm sharing too little... 

its all coded into pretty words and incomplete sentences
its all in loose meanings and you have to know her speeches

i have an idea that i'm in the midst of a transformation... 
i have an idea that i'm in the midst of losing my mind... 
i have an idea that i'm in the midst of laughing until i cry... 

i read the Bible today... and God's word spoke to my heart. 
i read the Bible today... and rediscovered all that i'd thought was lost
i read the Bible today... and i saw with a laugh, i am loved and have never fought a fight alone

God has gone before me... He is close... has poured out His love... and given me peace... all i have to do is stand up and claim it as mine... 

no i cannot be healed over night because it didn't happen that way... but i can learn to rethink the way i think... simple right?