Count the Sound

counting the sound

1..2..3..4..
1..2..3..4..
again and again

where will this get me?
counting...

again

1,2,3,4
1,2,3,4
again and again

heartbeats... heart breaks

1....2....3.....

i can't believe it still works

1......2.....

why did everything happen?
when did everything get to this?
when did everything fall apart?
why did everything get torn away?

i can't..... 1..  i can't..... 2.. i won't........ 3..

when did i land here?
standing here?
dying here?

breathe in
open your eyes
the sun is so bright, tears run
the pain is so heavy, my head swims in mist

i won't.......  1.. i won't......  2... i can't....... 3..

beating.... breathing... losing everything
breathing... beating... exposed...